I’ve been falling a lot. My swollen thigh causes my other hip to be strained and my leg gives way. I fall. Usually on carpet, but my dining room has floorboards, and the kitchen is tiled.
I am nervous of cooking as I don’t know when I will fall. I haven’t eaten properly for 3 days.
My daughter is angry with me. I’m not certain why.
On Friday evening I remembered a school friend, and then I remembered my friends asking me about marks on my neck which were very identifiable. I told lies to hide the shame of the one who put them there.
My mother put them there. She sexually abused me. I remember wriggling, crying and yelling and she laughed.
It was her imputed shame I felt.
I am okay. I am coming to terms with this.
10 replies on “It hasn’t been easy today…”
You’re in my prayers!
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Thank you/ . I’m always grareful for prayer
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sending you love……..I am so very, very sorry.
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I am too. But I am ok.
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Some tough things to hear. I don’t know what else to say than that I wish you a nice day today. You know the things about one day at a time… I wish you all best.
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I do. I am OK, thank you!
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Be well. Sending prayers.
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I’m sorry for the pain you are going through.
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It will pass. I am ok.
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stay safe…
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