Cause of my weariness…

This evening I felt my heart racing, as I did in the afternoon. I was baffled, Then I realised I’d forgotten to take the medicine for my lungs.

It’s a realisation that this is keeping me well. And I acknowledge that I want to stop taking it. I hate it because it causes me to talk too much.

I love my life, but I am tired. I am so tired of the energy needed for me to live.

I have just glimpsed the moon. The scaffolding that is still up obscures my view.

So yes, I am weary and so tired of being misunderstood.

I need to stop now. I’m sorry.