I started out full of hope
travel, people, cuisines
adventure and experiences
I never lacked male company
men were falling for me
I could not see it
you wooed me, manipulating
I tried to resist that, stay myself
you were a bully, I didn’t see
until too late, although
I wept with joy at our wedding
my love was too blind
you wanted me to be happy
it’s true, but your seed made
a child inside me, a life
I nurtured, but you made war
the conflict was too much
you made holes in my soul
or fitted in the ones already there
poison spilled in as I chose my child
not you, who never honored me
you undermined until the hole
swallowed me, finding I was hiding
cash to make an escape
when I told you to go you blamed me
for your past, I never realised
I would pay for it too
take your past, your disrespect, your blame
it is not mine, though I fought your battle
no more, no more, no more
I will walk alone rather than with you
who mocks, disrespects, has no regard
alone is far richer, more peaceful
I choose it over you, who destroyed
my self belief, my confidence, my being
peace is mine now, joy comes my way
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3 replies on “The Path We Take”
I see myself in my first marriage in this piece, Chrissie. Thanks for sharing!
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I’m sorry you had a similar experience, Susi x
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Thanks, Chrissie.
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