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I have just been watching the most beautiful sunset I have seen in weeks. A ferry, all lit up, came in the mouth of the harbour. I am so fortunate to have this aspect from where I write. It is perfect for the winter solstice. It is perfect in summer.
I have just read an article on medium.com. A man writes that life is not for happiness, but for being useful to others and that in being useful, happiness is found.
I have written this many times, and it is refreshing to read someone else writing it.
I have felt a great many things since the diagnosis which affects my breathing. I have felt so unattractive, helpless, frustrated, all of the negative feelings a person can feel. All these, though, resolve into knowing that I have helped a great many people during my life.
I am grateful for this. I may never be happy again, or loved, but I know I have helped people.