Paramedics…

I needed paramedics last night. I phoned at 10pm and they arrived at 3.20am. This is how busy they are.

It was one of my worst episodes. I was suffocating it seemed. I fell asleep which was fortunate, and they came up to my bedroom. They were both really lovely.

I am still rather tight in my chest. I would rather not be alive in all honesty.