They took my greatest wealth…

I did not sleep well last night despite the window being ajar. I don’t know why. So, this morning I slept until noon, being woken by knocking in my dream which was actual knocking. I have no idea who it was. At this time of year, I start to count the days off until theContinue reading “They took my greatest wealth…”

At times I’m suffocating…

My breathing has not got worse since the paramedics came, at least I don’t think so. But I just opened a package that had staples, got a drink, and came upstairs, and my chest felt like it needed to explode in order to let oxygen in. It is two-three minutes of absolute inactivity, a gaspingContinue reading “At times I’m suffocating…”

One more week of lockdown…

My daughter went back to work yesterday to set up the store in Oxford. She is enjoying her time there, despite this lockdown, and I enjoy sending little gifts. At the end of last week it was the aniversary of when she was elected to the school council, after she climbed on a desk andContinue reading “One more week of lockdown…”

Fighting For America

There has been blood in the streets civil war in the suburbs execution of our black friends so we are fighting for America There have been lies after lies, heresy outside church, upside down Bible deceit follows deceit, truth is lost so we are fighting for America The National Guard was called to war onContinue reading “Fighting For America”

Feeling fully recovered…

I now feel fully recovered from my respiratory problems which needed such radical inventervention. I had a bad night sleepwise, but slept on and off all day and now feel on top of things. It’s been a while. I am hungry for the first time in ages. I don’t feel I’m struggling to concentrate orContinue reading “Feeling fully recovered…”

Jamie Dedes, the poet…

Died the Friday before last. I have been upset, although I did not know her in person, we communicated enough for me to know that she was a generous, kind and beautiful person. A wonderful poet. Here is just one of her poems. She was waiting for a heart and lung transplant, and she continuedContinue reading “Jamie Dedes, the poet…”

I finished the steroids…

This week has been quite strange. I had arranged to replace my boiler, and they arrived at 8am some days ago. I was still taking the steroids, whichis irrelevent. They seemed to come in and out quite a bit. After five hours it was done and they left, leaving me the instructions. When I wentContinue reading “I finished the steroids…”